When sincere impious questing arrives at a conclusion, the conclusion must be accepted. Repetition is bad faith.

Questioning unquestionable truths, or transgressively experimenting where matters are settled, can under rare circumstances be necessary and good. Such things should be done only when answers and results are urgent, and when we are fully prepared to accept the response we receive.

Do not seek where you are unwilling to find.

This is an attempt to account for some of my early, shadowy wanderings along left-handed paths. I can neither regret nor condone what it took to get here.